
yesterday was one hell of a day, lot of crazy personal shit went down.. i seem to keep suicide as an option in the back of my head and it likes to rise up from time to time.. and im sick of fighting it.
kidder stoped by with a bunch of crazy fucks last night, thankfully in time to prevent any major rage on my part ... now they have been gone less then 20 min and already, its rearing its ugly head.
but fuck it, ill be AIGHT
just need to stop being "pond scum"(thanks erin)
there is an ocean of fish out there, if i can just get out of this fucking pond(A-town).
Posted by Brian at May 2, 2004 12:34 PM | TrackBackhey fork it's all good. just try opening your eyes. there is someone interested right in front of you
Posted by: bitch at March 19, 2005 02:49 PM