what a fucking night-week
so much to digest/ intake...
fucking awsome.
hell yeah ....man seriously ..its been far to long... shits back on..
"that bacon isnt greasy!"
escape is in site....
man i was drinking heavy today ...all day ...but anyway ..tonight was sweet ... chicks slam drunking with zebra's ...
i know they dont read this but... to mr and ms ... BiZZlly...i ..give toast..
it hurts me to see them together ..really it dose but ..she is such a cool chick and i know my bro mr Bizzly ...will take great care of her.. and its my fault for getting in the way in the first place... i fucking got in there at a horrible time in my life and fucked it all up... but i think she knows that and i know that ... and even mr bizzzzly ..knows that shit.... so its all good ... they are two of my favorite people in the world ...im happy for them.,..
even if im not happy with myself./.
anyway ima go kill myself now...
heh ..jesuss............... ..........................fuck
yeah allright im out.
i just want you to know that i really did and do like you. i just wish that you would have called me back. i figured taht since you never called me back that you weren't interested. whenever we talked it was because i called you. even if that entry wasn't about me i still wanted to let you know. also i want you to know that nothing that went on was to get anyone mad. i am so aorry about everything. you probably hate me. i miss you.
Posted by: me at April 20, 2005 08:23 AM